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Every time my nipples get hard I die inside

by Busy Bee Project

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1.
I took a trip as a lonely sailor sailing through the waves in the winter I knew that I had all I wanted never looked backward to my home oh oh Went to the town where I had my mister told him I was switching to sisters he dropped his drink and ran to the hills never did like to fight free will uh oh And I never asked if I was wrong And you never told me how to get back home I'm diving into deeper waters You flash me a smile and I surrender queen bee you can have my scepter glass all around but it never did break you careful not to make mistakes oh oh Traveling's a careful skill through my own words i'll follow through Paint me a picture of where i'm going I'll laugh and toss it into the ocean And I never asked if i was wrong And you never told me how to get back home I'm diving into deeper waters I'm diving into deeper waters funny how I feel so shallow diving into deeper waters
2.
Common Sense 03:08
I do believe that I'm not made of stone cave in trails like wood grain on my palm are jury to that claim, that ever-present stomping in my skull a point to back it up I do believe that I'm not meant for home these spots I stay are footprints, then I'm gone dust upon the carpet is a memory I've left behind like chipped paint I died on a bench with a broke-back stench pickup truck went down to stick back up the blocked string of wicked sickled old boots I left on the shelf Daddio I forgot common sense and common sense forgot me daddio I'm tired of the wind beating bleak my straw hair, falls out like god packing shackled stacks of winter sheets I am left here with no purpose Packed my bags and stuck them on the road like a leftover couch full ridden with dry mold who would pick me up there's no tarp to keep out mosquitos I know Daddio I forgot common sense and common sense forgot me daddio I'm running out of time settle down don't meddle with my rusty bike please weld me back with glue I'm not alone I'm not alone I'm not alone Do not forget to see me do not forget to feed me cause common sense forgot me
3.
She didn't talk until she was six years old I always wondered if she were wiser than me or just more bold Queen Cressida Leading her own marching band ooh ooh she grunted along Well I spent most nights at her beckon call translating diplomacies to her colleagues for nothing but a smile Queen Cressida what have you done? You're a lonely girl you're a lonely girl x2 Crazy fool my life isn't plain I am not subject to your rules they are the same come into my kingdom see what I see drink the wine and swallow mystery With subtle squeaks she told this to me she had a funny way of being right Queen Cressida what have you done? You're a lonely girl you're a lonely girl x2 Well I made a vow to always speak my mind saying what is only in my forehead or nothing at all So if I feel trapped by my own speech Queen Cressida will save me crazy fool I am a crazy fool
4.
There's a farmer in my head that swallows rows and rows of convoluted vine-dependent seeds of varied size And I plant them one by one until I'm done until I'm done in hopes they'll grow to be the person I still dream of Mystery, it's a mystery i can only see what's right in front of me Mystery, It's a mystery Where will the farmer go when it snows? Well i'd eat mountains if you told me swallow leave and moss and trees independently to gather forest thieves I would jumble all the marinating thoughts still in my head until the farmer's tractor put them all to bed I wore boots of broken skin they're always dying always dying shedding tiny little pieces of my mind I'd go barefeet if I could but the blisters pierce and mister there is not enough money in the world Mystery, it's a mystery i can only see what's right in front of me Mystery, It's a mystery I still have ten fingers and ten toes yum dum dum dum yum dum dum yum dum dum dum dum Mystery, it's a mystery i can only see what's right in front of me Mystery, It's a mystery Where will the farmer go when it snows? I am not a human I'm just a thought I am not a human I'm just a thought I am not a human I'm just a thought I am not a human I'm just a thought
5.
She said that she did not know who I was anymore oh Medusa, stop festering I cannot expect to play confucious when the truth is the skin around my bones is fresh i am feeling strangely large for my body I am feeling strangely large for my body I am feeling strangely large fore my body I am feeling strangely large My toenails are the tree rings of my legs I grow them to remind me time exists tree bark is predictable but it is course, catastrophe-ridden age-driven prone to hitting the ground and when the cradle falls at least I am root deep at my core A roll of scotchtape at my bed side habits I've now kicked but there it lay stagnant fragments of the old soil I walked on cover my callused heals Yield to the stain cause I'm afraid Yield to the stain cause I'm afraid Of too much change Of too much change Perhaps it is I who should be asking the questions, Medusa your serpent hairs lack direction I'm an organism for more complex and dimensional than what one simple answer allows for I produce oxygen I am meant to grow and be grown to grow and be grown I am meant to grow and be grown and to be breathed don't chop me down turn me to stone because you fear what you don't know plant me another seed sit at my feed let me shade you
6.
I need a referee to settle killer bees my hive is growing thin saw you couldn't help but grin subway rides with strangers seems insane I painted all my locks shut them inside a box now I'm a liar for you I've stung my own skin for you Wrists were tied, I didn't know I was I see a delicate machine Saw you at 17th buzzin around that dream Man you're addicted to the things you can't control I am a simple queen who lost her throne I am not a give up kind of girl Baby you're covered up inside a bowl of fog don't let the weather beat you don't let your thought defeat you come back to the hive and settle down
7.
Skipped out on the waves of ambrosia bottle of whisky in my hand won't you dance with me sailor dance with me traitor fancy my polkadotted suit? There's a fine line of loving the sea or divide there's a deep gap between all the good and the crap so pick me up let me believe I'm lost there isn't food enough for all Dropped by with an army of seagulls searching for a meal is it just my job to feed them the food of the gods? And is it my mistake if they're consuming more than they should take? Isn't humankind supposed to love all other life? Am I just the ash in the pipe? When will the gods just surrender to human sacrifice can't they bring back my heart to my mind been feeding off of all that isn't right they always did things out of spite Yo oh oh oh There's a fine line of loving the sea or divide there's a deep gap between all the good and the crap so pick me up let me believe I'm lost there isn't food enough for all there isn't food enough for all there isn't food enough for all
8.
Shaken 01:38

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Self-recorded and self-produced material about the woes of life and the void and also mute princesses.

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released March 3, 2016

Special thanks to:

Paper Scissors Media - for being amazing
Dan Schimmel - for helping me record a bit
Sean Toso - for making spontaneous weird music
Angela Martin - rad album cover art

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